I'm really stressed out right now.. I need to find a job sooo bad! I hate the location that I live because it's a small town and it's just nothing here... but I'm trying to stay positive.. but I don't know how anyone else feels.. when you have a child and they depend on you.. I feel like I'm failing her.. like I'm not doing the best I can.. but I really am trying so hard.. I just feel like i'm running full speed ahead in quick sand... I'm trying to stay positive.. but idk how much longer it will last... I don't want to fail her.. her sperm donor surely has failed her..